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fear of blood
fear of hurting
fear of failing
fear i’ve failed

fear of blood
fear of same
fear of worse
fear of hope

fear of blood
fear i’m changing
into something
that’s afraid

afraid of blood
afraid i’ve failed
afraid i never
really did

doing more
doing absolutely more
absolutes abandon
me in fear

now i’m laid
laden hope
laden fear
laid in blood